Friday, February 27, 2004

fucking murder

i try not to mention names or any obvious distinguishing characteristics, but i'm sure it would be fairly easy to decipher who i am, where i live, and all that other techno-stalker bullshit. so here's another goddamn clue. i ran in college. but you would never know. because my fuck-ass coach doesn't seem to remember any of the, (admittedly somewhat inconsequential), contributions my teammates and i made.

for serious, how fucking hard is it to remember a record that was broken by, three fucking seconds. yeah. it was a relay. yeah. i never got within an ass's hair of the record in my actual event. but all the goddamn races and all the goddamn years and all the GOD DAMN things i gave up to run for that butt-pirate, were totally worth it, just for that one sick race.

We qualified, for the first time in the history of the school, for the east coast conference meet. which is a huge fucking meet. not as big as say, NCAAs, but it runs a close second. or third. whatever. it is the big momma dick measuring contest of east coast track and field. no one ever. EVER. has come even close to doing that shit again.

and that motherfucker, (coach), develops amnesia about it.

because apparently, the 4X400 record was broken again. last week. by a time two seconds suckier than ours. and they didn't qualify for shit.

so i think that nothing we did mattered. we couldve run backwards on our hands, butt-ass nekkid and i dont think it would have made any difference.

its not that i want a cookie or my name in lights or a butler monkey as compensation. my college running experience was not the best ever, and im sure not the worst ever. it was what it was. most of the time i try to forget the fuckery and the buggery bestowed on myself and my colleagues. but we're talking about a day when everything came together like fucking poetry. if there is beauty and elegance in running, we so achieved it. the mechanics the fluidity the consumption the drumbeat rhythm.

and he forgets.

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